Sorry to hear about your difficulties.
You description of difficulties suggest prolonged grief with possible underlying depressive symptoms. Unfortunately some people have difficulty getting over the loss of someone very close to them for various reasons. It may affect them psychologically to an extent of developing depression. If the problems are affecting your life, I suggest that you consult a psychiatrist.
Best wishes.
Answered2017-07-31 09:35:12
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