I dont feel i want anything no desire for liveng I mean a reason no burning desirte for anything weak memory very very very low esteem .... unkonwn fear from people ,...... at the same time i know and believe that i have a unique ability to do thing non in the world can do in the way i do .... i can give explenation to things sience couldnt find a solution to it ... iinvented things non in the world has manufactred yet ..but i still dont feel i found the burning desire for greatness or the mea