I'm having trouble of thinking negative thoughts and suicide. Also I always view myself as worthless and not capable enough. Then also my moods changes constantly. Just yesterday I'm in my down mood, like I thought of hanging myself. And I always thinking I'm always left behind whenever i think about any kind of accidents. (In my imagination)And I can't seem to let go of any of my embarrassed moments or any stupid things that I did that it hindered other things. I've been experiencing this long