Hi! I've been experiencing thoughts of suicidal attempts every time things go wrong. But this happens rapidly. The reason that triggers this is because of my obession to be appreciated, loved, and prioritized. I've been experiencing self pity for not having friends, and someone special to love me. I wanted to be treated special. Because of this obsession, I've chatted random people and express to them that I like them immediately. Get easily disappointed if they reject me. I cant sleep too