Hello,
Thank you for opening up and sharing what you're experiencing. From what you describe â frequent overthinking, anger outbursts, sensitivity to comments, and occasional suicidal thoughts â it sounds like you're going through significant emotional distress that is affecting both your mental and physical well-being (like headaches).
Firstly, I want you to know that you are not alone in feeling this way, and it is very important that you receive support.
What you're experiencing could be related to underlying issues such as unresolved emotional pain, stress, anxiety, or depressive symptoms. The cycle of overthinking, emotional reactivity, and regret can become exhausting over time and impact your daily life and relationships.
Next Steps
Seeking Therapy: Working with a psychologist can help you explore the root causes of your emotional responses, develop healthier coping mechanisms, and build emotional regulation skills.
Health Tips
Emotional Regulation Techniques: Techniques such as deep breathing, grounding exercises, and mindfulness can help manage strong emotions before they escalate. Cognitive Restructuring: Learning to identify and challenge negative thought patterns can reduce overthinking and emotional overwhelm. Crisis Support: Since you mentioned experiencing suicidal thoughts, even if occasional, I strongly encourage you to seek immediate support whenever you feel unsafe â whether itâs reaching out to a mental health professional, crisis helpline, or a trusted person. Remember, seeking help is a sign of strength, not weakness. You deserve to feel better, and with proper guidance, healing is very much possible. If you feel comfortable, I recommend booking a consultation where we can discuss this more deeply and personalize a plan for you.