I am married for 13 years but from day one my husband abuses me, doesn't care or respect me. Has physically assulted too. Even in pregnancy he was angry with me, pushed me down, after my miscarriage he left me alone to deal with bleeding n pain twice.. he doesn't allow me to spend or buy things.. buys cheapest things for me.. is never intersection in me or sex.. I am obese and so is he but he lusts after others and ignores me.. I suffer from depression.. he is constantly yelling at me and it has affected me by giving me high bp, changes in ecg and back injury... I don't have any family, so I don't know how to get out of this, many times I asked for divorce but he didn't give.. I don't know what he wants... please guide me with some tips to help myself .. please