Now after her marriage is fixed, I feel suicidal and very angry at times. A part of me splits like a desperate and frustrated lover and feels like harming oneself and others. I developed homeorrhoid problem which according to homeopathy is due to suppressed emotions. I also couldn't focus on my career. I always thought that I was normal but somewhere my pain kept troubling me. What should I do to heal this. I also get anxiety and other attacks at times and also pin type sensations in different parts of my body and nausea.I am also very sacred of ghosts and at times feel like possessed.