Hello dear,no need to worry,God created U for specific mission so Complete your Goal in joyful mood, Divert your mind towards spirituality Read spiritual literature of noble people like Swami Dayanand Swami Vivekanand G etc, Take Brahmi Vati gold Dhootpapeshwar 2 tabs bid, Saraswatarist 4 tsf bid with equal amount of water after meals, Take walnuts pistachio almonds Draksha anjeer Sprouted seeds Cow's milk and it's products honey, pumpkin etc mixed roasted seeds Avoid sour curd Kadi spicy food cold drinks alcohol eggs nonveg smoking tobaco etc if so,All the best GOD bless you  Dr.Shiv Kumar Sharma Trained PSYCHIATRIST FROM G B PANT HOSPITAL NEW DELHI IN ASSOCIATION WITH VIMHANS THROUGH IMA GOVT OF INDIA LIFE TIME MEMBER OF AYURVEDA MENTAL HEALTH SOCIETY RAJ DEPARTMENT OF AYURVEDA