Well this is a common issue. Many childhood scars keeps hurting until we find proper resolution . Psychotherapeutic sessions can help you understand & deal with your problems .

I can understand your distress You must plan a consultation either online or in person for detailed evaluation in respect of duration, mood symptoms, symptoms analysis in detail, anxiety associated with it, impairment in your life various domains Do not worry, you are bold enough to take a brave step by sharing your problem Once the proper consultation is done, you will feel relaxed and in the right direction

You may need detailed in person consultation. Do consult a psychiatrist nearby

With such complex issues, don't expect to be benefitted from this platform. It's in your best interest if you consult a nearby psychiatrist or clinical psychologist 'in person'.

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Hi.. consult online for further evaluation and management

It sounds like you’re going through a lot of confusion and stress related to your sexual thoughts, feelings, and identity. Sometimes, when a person has faced childhood abuse or trauma, it can affect how they see themselves and their relationships later in life. These experiences can cause fear, guilt, mixed emotions, and even problems like premature ejaculation or performance anxiety. You are not alone, and this can be treated. Talking to a psychologist or sex therapist can really help you understand your feelings, reduce anxiety, and heal from past experiences. With the right help and support, you can slowly rebuild confidence, feel more comfortable with yourself, and lead a healthy emotional and sexual life.

Sorry to hear that. Childhood abuse can have deep imprint on development and psyche. Having confusion about sexual orientation is a normal phenomenon, sexual orientation can be fluid and non-rigid. Fear and stress can become predominant feelings if there is history and ongoing psychosocial difficulties. Therapy and/or medication can be helpful in improving unhelpful thoughts and patterns.