Hi friend , marriage is all about understanding each other & try to meet ends as the situation prevails. It has no measurements . Love exists in every relationship sooner or later as long as it is moving on . You need to clarify your needs from a marriage by a Mental Health Specialist .
Next Steps
You need to consult a CBT Specialist to format your needs & expectations in your personal life . Tele Counselling sessions will guide you systematically.
Health Tips
You need clarity in your thought process.