Hi,
You have good insight about you issues. They are also very systematic. Few of the symptoms if managed, can act as blessing as well. Our basic tendencies stay, it is universal, how we manage them is important. As per my views, I’d like to suggest few things:
Next Steps
1. Workout and meditation are important. Weight training and guided meditation are also helpful. Chose your meditation. You can start with 5 mins or 10 mins as well.
2. Write down your thoughts. Keep a time for them. Not more than 30 mins. Give yourself the time to dream about things. And see if any of the ideas are workable.
3. Fix Schedule for 2 activities in day. Activities that give you satisfaction and happiness.
This could be starter for a week.
Health Tips
Self awareness is very important. Self diagnosis is not recommended. If diagnosis is something that is important then please make sure that you see licensed clinical psychologist for proper testings.
Also, make sure to take proper therapy sessions.
Take care