I have suffering from sever depression and feeling lonely last few years also I have trust issues and feeling lost and distracted, it is like I want someone close to me to trust, like girlfriend, but I don't have so I talk to myself alot but I'm feeling like I will explode, I started to lose feelings and I become a hater for everyone, Last few months I had something like itching or pins in my upper body related to emotions like anger or feeling shy. So I want a solution for both depression