I understand it's overwhelming
And good thst you sought help.
Currently it might look like suicide is best option but trust me it's not why because what u r going through is completely treatable. If it's due to some stress in your mind talk to a mental health professional. Medicine and therapy combined will help you come out of this and live a very Norma lif.
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Consult with me or any psychologist online or in person
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