I am currently facing issues with my life I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I have had seizures 6 times but I never told that to anyone in my family. I had two seizures at home so they know about it. I can’t remember anything after or before a seizure, and even in day to day life I feel like I don’t remember anything, I just can’t connect to the real world. I keep talking to myself. I share my feelings to my Bestfriend but I haven’t told her everything yet about my problems. There is something seriously wrong with my mood I feel very happy and excited at a moment and at the very next moment I feel low and suicidal. I don’t like to talk to people except for my two sisters, but sometimes I even get mad at them and do things they don’t like, it’s like I care for them but I do things anyways unwillingly.. I have totally lost control over my feelings. Doctor I swear to god whatever I am doing I don’t want to do it willingly, I was a happy kid two years back but I don’t know what’s wrong.