I can understand your struggle. Your feelings matter and are valid. I understand that you've been experiencing anxiety on a daily basis now, and it's getting to a point where it's affecting your life and relationships. It's important to understand that mental illnesses are illnesses nonetheless and that with the right treatment you will be able to get through this.
Next Steps
Consult a Psychiatrist about pharmaceutical treatment. You may need to get back on medication temporarily.
Consult a psychologist for therapy.
Health Tips
Medicine and therapy go hand-in-hand and improve the chances of recovery.