Dear beloved, Success in life comes when you simply refuse to give up, with goals so strong that obstacles, failure, and loss only act as motivation. I advice you to work on your core issue- Fear.

Hi... During my tenure with BITS Pilani Goa, I have worked on several such students who faced similar academic and career related issues. The thing is, at this age everything appears very structured and defined and we tend to feel that if we couldn't fit in one place we won't be able to fit in another. Not everyone is built to have interest or aptitude in technical domains. And there is a whole lot of big world beyond degrees, colleges, ranks, etc. People who have built some of the most novel and great things/organisations were hardly even educated. It's not a competition everywhere, in some places people make it more difficult to succeed or even survive. But there are always better places to look for and experience. Finding your talent and creating your purpose may take time but it surely will become one day. Have faith in you and the world around you. We are never born without a talent.