Ma'am your problems can be due to depression which fortunately is treatable. Please see a Psychiatrist as you can be helped and you can come out of it. If untro

Dear mam I am sorry you are feeling this way. Feeling low, crying spells, lack of interest in things that you liked doing before, isolating yourself, feeling hopeless, disturbed sleep and appetite are all symptoms of depression. Depression is a treatable medical condition and can be effectively treated with medications and psychological therapy. Please see a psychiatrist for a detailed evaluation and further management. I am certain that you will feel better with right treatment and support. Regards Dr Ankita Mishra MRCPsych MD DPM

Seems to be severe depression It's curable don't worry Consult with me or any psychologist for therapy and counseling for depression management online or in person All the best