hi thanks for the query. with your statement I can tell that, do you know the reason for helplessness or feeling demotivated, in which you can't decide or face boldly anything you experience. which is disturbing you everyday, how about your friends or any social network. how was your expectation, work on your expectation, satisfaction and acceptance of things around. then you might find yourself what is it thats bothering you. you can find any psychologist in this forum based on your comfortable. take care. stay positive.