Hi.
It must be tough for you to handle all these symptoms day in and day out.
Sometimes, our past and the circumstances in our past makes us see ourselves as well as others in a negative and tainted picture and it's no one's fault.
I would request you to see a psychologist and work on your thought patterns as they seem to be negative.
Most of the times, we are able to fight back and jump back up in any negative life situation but sometimes, we are unable to do so and then we feel trapped.
He or she will help you get out of this negative trap and live life fully.
Hope this helps.
Answered2018-03-19 03:33:42
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