A detailed evaluation with the psychiatrist and neurologist can reveal the cause and severity of the problem. And the treatment plan can be set up for you.

I understand your distressful situation. You may be suffering from amnesia however its cause needs to be evaluated in detail. More clarity is needed regarding your problem to decide on the severity of your condition. Don't worry it is not your fault, it is the hormonal and chemical fluctuations in your brain as a result of stress which is taking a toll on your mental health. It is manageable with appropriate treatment, so that dysfunction due to the same can be reduced and your quality of life will improve. Some counselling sessions and if needed medical help might be useful for you. I would also be more than happy to help you with that if you are looking for online assistance. Discussions will be held confidential. You can directly consult with me through Practo as needed. Online chat consultation is available.