Hey! This sounds very difficult and frustrating. The key to a healthy relationship is often communication. It is important to talk to your boyfriend about the way you feel. This will help both of you gain more insight into each other's perspectives. You can also go for relationship counselling, in order to ensure that the both of you understand each other better. This will also help facilitate more effective communication, and equip you with strategies to enhance the quality of your relationship. You can also consult a therapist independently, in order to understand and sort your emotions more effectively. This will enable you to find effective and healthy ways to channelise your thoughts and emotions, hence helping you with your own mental health. This is an extremely important step, as it will allow you to view yourself and your health, independent of the relationship you are in.
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