Hi thanks for writing. You do show symptoms of depression however I am more concerned about your hallucinations and suicidal thoughts. You might need immediate medical evaluation by a trained psychiatrist who will help you with a diagnose and related treatment.
Next Steps
Please do consult with a psychiatrist face to face to get a diagnosis and treatment at the earliest
Health Tips
In case of any suicidal thoughts please do take caution. Distract thoughts and get involved in talking to someone or in any other activity. In case this does not help call a suicidal helpline to speak with a counsellor. Keep few friends whom you trust informed about your thought and take their help to speak to when in need .