Insomnia is a biggest problem. Got divorced last year that things are plunging me down. Found some peace in drinking. All in all it lead to pills and alcoholism which threw me off balance a bit. The major problem is I am loner and never open up. No parents one brother but not good condition. All energies focused on work motivated initiative but need inspiration to move on working on that but at the fag end of the day devils creep in and am blindfolded again.