Dear Ms you are extremely disturbed, Do you feel ending the life is solution for all the problem you face. I do understand that sometime problems will be very deep, we lose out hope/confidence in ourselves handling the issue, but that is not end of everything. Very simple expl: to reach one place/ destiny we will be having different cross roads, the same way the problem also. there are different path to solve it. stay calm, be with the people whom you trust. I can understand your concern of relationship issues in family, naturally any body will break down. But stay positive, don't lose the hope there are professional who can help you to overcome this situation and handle the issues in positive way. Now also you are bubbly and sweet girl. take care.