Hi , acknowledge ur emotional state. Behaviour of the way u have been reacting may have increased in severity but it could have been there at a lighter threshold for 5-6yrs for various reasons u know very well in ur environment. From now , own responsibility and start looking on how u can handle urself without giving any reasons about the past. Few guided supportive psychotherapy sessions would be of help . Tc. Thanks
Next Steps
consult online to work out ur behavioural issues in detail after listening to ur childhood life