My thoughts were racing towards despair, i can't keep up with them they were so fast and blurry. I was depressed, that I'm sure. I thought, planned and attempted suicide twice in a span of two months. I was unusualy energetic throughout the day even though i didn't sleep much, i feel extremely exhausted but could still do a lot of work. My mind works extremely fast on the wrong thoughts and I am often lost in them. I find my self leaving the tasks i started and jumping to the next unknowingly