Suggestive of depression I believe you should discuss your concerns in detail with a mental health professional to gain an insight about nature of problem and ways to overcome it through psychotheraputic techniques Consult with me or any psychologist for therapy and counseling Connect with me through practo Follow my Facebook page "the Cloud Door" for mental health issues All the best Seek help for early recovery

It’s because you are still in your past and that’s affecting your present. I am an online counselor and can guide you through counselling. Take care. Happy to help ! Do get in touch with me through Practo .

Almost many girls including you are facing the same problems which are quite similar. When we usually fall very crazy on someone mostly with a boyfriend , we start expecting many things from them. Gradually certain individuals start craving for their affection. In your case you must develop lots of self confidence and make yourself  happy on what time you get to spend with others. Give also time for family friends and studies or other work. Do not lose your self esteem. If you tend to worry a lot then it may be an attachment disorder. It is very important for you to visit a psychologist and they will bring you out of these issues and will guide you on how to be happy and self supportive. Sometimes you may feel very difficult to change your mind, and we people are there to help you out. I have come across many issues like this and been treating both boys and girls. All your statements show the symptoms of depression. Kindly get relevant counselling.