Hello! I understand that this must be quite overwhelming for you which only makes it harder. But the key thing to remember is that it's absolutely manageable with a few breathing exercises and talking about what kind of situations trigger the anxiety..
Next Steps
get it touch with a counsellor or a psychiatrist and set up a session.
Health Tips
when the anxiety gets to much to handle try looking for
5 things you can see,
4 things you can touch,
3 things you can hear,
2 things you can smell and
1 thing you can taste.
this is a simple grounding excercise that will help you to focus on things around you and not on your thoughts that are making you anxious.