I’m sorry to hear that you feel this way. Your emotions are valid as you have had a past where someone rejected you. You need to work on building back your self-esteem. If you believe you are not good enough then you will subconsciously treat your partner in a way that she believes you aren’t good enough. This is called self fulfilling prophecy.
To avoid getting into this cycle, try developing your skills and confidence.
Next Steps
You can work on your self-esteem.
Also you can seek professional help to work on your negative thinking patterns.
If you have further questions you can also reach out to me.
Health Tips
You can write affirmations about yourself and a gratitude journal.