hi there ... I have read about ur problems and it so occurs dat u r going through a phase of negative mental state. It is appreciable that u have taken this step to consult regarding the same. Let me assure u that this condition is not a symptom of weakness but rather a sign of how well equipped earlier. Like any illness this illness is completely treatable. it involves some safe medicines and some counselling regarding problems specific to ur life. U will be able to adapt to adversities and handle stress in much better way. Hope this helps u ..feel free to ask any more questions in follow-up section. Thank u.