I have noticed that there is something wrong with me. I can never seem to be happy no matter what good happens to me. For most of my days I either feel nothing and think about nothing...those are the good days. The bad days are always filled with sadness, anger and fear that I'm being watched, controlled, and sometimes being sought out to be distroyed. I cannot control the feelings that I have, I've tried. I have a hard time sleeping. I need help I feel like I'm going crazy.