Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Relationships will be successful and long Lasting only when there is trust, open communication and give & take between partners. If you notice any gap among  these factors , its better to openly discuss and decide the next steps. If you  still want to give a try, then better take a counseling help to understand your emotional stability, pro and cons and ways to cope with suitation. Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo app for further detailed evaluation and assistance.

Consult a Psychologist for professional help.

You know what to do.. What to do is, accepting to move on in life and be willing to find another partner. Yes, It might sound difficult. Hence, seek a professional support.. Consult a psychologist.