I understand your concerns, however rest assured that help is available and you will get cured. Though you haven't mentioned the details of treatment you are undergoing, I would still try to answer as per my understanding of your situation. You may need to reconsult your doctor for adjusting your medication, if you feel the need you may refer to another doctor. As in case of most Psychological issues, a therapeutic treatment would be required as that helps you in regaining control and manage your issues in a better way. I hope you seek out help. Psychotherapy has shown great results in anxiety disorders.