Hello.
I read ur description & tried to empathisize with ur situation. One thing is sure , you are not having peace in ur life.
Happiness is a treasure in this chaotic world. It is not present or available in external world. It exist already into ur inner mind and body. You just need to explore and nourish it.
Sleep is a crucial event and is important for healing all day to day injuries of body and mind.
Social life is a must needed phenonenon . All the 3 things of ur ( Mood , sleep & social life ) is distorded.
Labelling any diagnosis upon you will be injustice.
Next Steps
What to do next ?
Consult a psychiatrist or neuropsychiatrist of ur choice and discuss the Mood, Personality, behavior , psychosocial stressor & family dynamics to understand ur situation . Allow psychiatrist ti apply Mental state examination to evaluate ur ongoing problems.
After full assessment, if required , medicines or psychotherapies or both will be advised.
Health Tips
I request ,pls dont take any impulsive descisions or actions.
Ignore corelating ur condition with anything around you.
Take a balanced diet.
Take care.
Have a safe and peaceful evening.