Hello Chitra,
I can understand the despair and emotional difficulties that you are going through. Please do not feel that you are alone in dealing with such problem, depression is a common psychiatric disorder afflicting human population, however it may give you some solace to know that depression is a treatable illness. Do not lose heart and seek help from a psychiatrist near you. Treatment in form of medication and psychological intervention can heal your depression. Many people have dealt with depression and come out of such state healed and recovered. My heartfelt wishes for your recovery and well being. Best wishes.
Next Steps
Please seek a consultation with a psychiatrist near you at the earliest.
Health Tips
In case ideas of ending life have been there, please do not delay the consultation and seek help at the earliest. Try to surround yourself with people who care for you and share your condition with them. Please do not hesitate in seeking help and be prompt in help seeking endeavor.