Sorry to hear that you have been struggling with low mood and suicidal ideas. Given that these concerns appear to have worsened over time, it is best you seek professional help from a psychiatrist for a full evaluation and to give you suggestions on treatment options.
It is likely you will need medications for the short term but longer term solutions to help you deal with the particular trauma/situation you describe happening a year ago, can be addressed through therapy- CBT or dynamic psychotherapy.
Answered2023-07-24 08:06:58
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