I can understand you are very distressed by your feelings. You sound like you are suffering from some form of depression. Depression is a illness just like any other. Medication and counselling will definitely help you feel much better an live life to the fullest.
Next Steps
Consult a psychiatrist either online or in person for a detailed evaluation to decide what treatment is best for you.
Answered2017-06-23 16:44:24
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