I am feed with so much negativity about myself that sometimes I just feel like crying all night...i know nobody remember that much about their past but nowadays my past negative comments for me haunt me... Feels like nobody is for me even though that's right too but it's seems abnormal to me now I don't want to cry but I can't stop that too, I am not having any suicidal thoughts but I can't close my eyes even closing eyes make me anxious and I start seeing bad things happening with me Or with my loved one's. Don't know where to go what to do kindly suggest.