Unsatisfied, no peace, always frustrated, dull. i was a jolly person bt from mid of last year I lost all of it I am way to dull,lost.I keep staring at ceiling fan or tablefan or basically no where.I write diary and I have suddenly started to draw circles or square one of a kind in the page.Recently I have developed extreme hatred for some ppl dat I can't stand dem,i just walk off.I can't except d reality of life. Don't wanna stay where I stay, study vat I do, be with whom I am. Bt Dis is not me.