What you are feeling sounds like symptoms of depression. But until you meet a licensed clinical psychologist we cannot give you an authentic diagnosis here. Depression requires proper intervention and treatment from a psychologist.
Next Steps
But if you do not want to go for therapy, then you can try out a few things like: - try to break your thought pattern cycle by distracting yourself, or by writing about it and gaining clarity on it. - try to get yourself to be more proactive - by including walking into your routine, a healthy diet is equally important (any diet without junk food), try to make time for hobbies. - try to create a routine in your life. - set a usage limit on your phone. Leaving the phone aside could be difficult and so try to replace it by doing other things that you liked or enjoyed. - speak to close friends and family. People with whom you are comfortable with and who make you feel heard. - Lastly, you could also find a few self-help books online that might be able to help you. - Most importantly get a Complete blood checkup - because a lot of the times, low HB, or Low
B12, and/or low
Vitamin D can lead to similar symptoms of depression in a person. And would require other forms of treatment.
Health Tips
The symptoms that you shared will take time to go and will need to be patient with it. But Ideally,