Looks like you are suffering from anxiety as well as depression.
as a Homoeopath, I can only tell you that Homoeopathy has very good medicines for these problems and they have no side effects, no tendency to create a dependency on the medicines. These medicines are safe and can be taken with any other medicines.
Next Steps
Taking nutritious food, having a regular schedule for sleep, regular exercise, especially yoga and Pranayam will help a great deal to produce good chemicals in the brain to make you feel generally more positive and relaxed and your ability to deal with stresses will greatly increased