I think I am under depression. My family is not talking to me as they have some trust issues emerging. I don't talk to anyone sit alone and do nothing. I have thought of some suicidal plans but not sure. I want to get out of it. This is just because I feel as if my family is not accepting me as one of them. They are ignoring me and I can't help it. I don't want to trouble them further. Yesterday I was working till late in the office and I informed them. When I returned they started scolding as of how useless I am and how I m lying and was out and enjoying with friends but that's not true. These things are just hurting me and nothing else. Day by day it is only getting worse. How can I help it out?