Hello Ending your life is never a good solution for anyone as it is not going to help in any way Life is much more challenging and you should look at positive things in your life rather then brooding on the filthy onez. Life is beautiful and can be used in better way always so love it and move on If some relationship is not worth it then it's not worth your life also Life becomes easy if you accept things the way they are and depression is no longer a problem at that point Go on and fight with your fears, accept your life, cherish your positive things appreciate your life do meditation exercise yoga, it would help you relieve stress. Distract yourself when bad thoughts come in your mind