Hi, what you are going through is depressive anxiety state wherein you are feeling certain symptoms of anxiety and depression which is triggered by this stressful event. It must be really difficult for you to go through this, i understand. You consult psychological help and through that you can talk it out with your parents- communicate about your feelings and be assertive for the same.
If you get through with this without your will- it will break you and stress you out so much that you would have anxiety/ panic attacks.
Meet/ talk to a psychologist, express your issue and talk it out with your parents instead of masking your feelings.
We will help you out to get out of this situation.
Next Steps
You can also visit Mind Vriksha (Cr park)
I will be available there in person