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Hi You’re showing signs of postpartum depression with situational distress, and it’s completely valid to feel overwhelmed. Your body is still healing, your hormones are fluctuating, and emotionally you’re navigating huge changes while feeling unsupported. Even if there’s no direct abuse, emotional neglect, lack of validation, and intrusion into your space can be deeply distressing, especially from people who are supposed to support you. The panic attacks around your mother-in-law suggest a trauma-linked response, where your brain has learned to associate her presence with threat and helplessness. Suicidal thoughts are a red flag please don’t ignore them. You’re not weak for feeling this way; you’re exhausted and need care too, not just your baby. Therapy can help you stabilize your mood, process this hurt, and build your emotional strength. You can feel better again and be the mother you want to be. Take therapy. You can connect with me on nine two six six seven two six zero six five.

Hi.. will need further history regarding the same to advise appropriately. Medicines and therapy can help. Consult online for treatment. Alternatively you can  search for Dr. Shailaja Bandla on google for details for consultation.

You have mentioned your symptoms and I can understand the distress you are facing through it, it's a post partum Adjustment Disorder For it, you must consult a Psychiatrist Asap so that medications should start appropriately and your symptoms improve so that you feel better and able to handle your situation and take care of baby Do not worry, once the treatment will start, you will be better Post Partum Depression and Adjustment Disorder is very common and treatable too

The symptoms you are facing may be due to postpartum depression which occurs due to sudden hormonal changes after delivery.. As you are having suicidal thoughts it is much needed to consult psychiatrist as early as possible so that it doesn’t affect emotional bond between the baby and the mother. Therapy and medication will work and make the things better