Hi! It is recommended to not self diagnosis yourself for any mental health conditions. It is concerning if you are feeling that life isn't worth it. If you are getting any suicidal or self harm thoughts kindly reach out for help immediately. Relationship issues can be draining and can take a toll on us at times but with the right kind of support it can definitely be managed. There are many tools and techniques as well as medication available to help you take control of your moods. Please reach out to a professional at the earliest.