I have problem going outside. I hate the outdoors, don't go out unless really necessary. I also hate interviews and talking to people, probably why I am still out of a job, at 33. Have great difficulty making myself do something, like going to some office and attending interview. I get tense and always take the worst view. I know this is silly, but I can't seem to be able to get out of this mindset. Motivational things don't work on me, they are just annoying. Please help. I need to have a life, or else there is no value of my life.