Iam 23 now and iam facing anxiety,nervousness and fear of public speaking since when i was 14-15 years old. And over the time it has become more worse as iam always upset all the time. Never ever enjoyed any festivals or party for this so many years . I prefer more to stay away from people as i feel inferior in society. This had affected my important decisions of my life(career) and now iam stuck in such situations where i feel completely hopeless and worried because I don't have future ahead . Because of all this i am ignored most of the time. Feels like this world is not for me. Each and every time i have this strong feeling that i can't do this. Now I don't have 1% of self confidence in me. Completely blank and lazy mind who always like to be in bed. Away from people.