Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Be aware that medicine is just one part of any mental illness treatment. In addition, you need follow psychotherapy, excersise, lifestyle changes or diet etc to get a complete cure. When you follow these along with the medicine you will see the improvement.
Consult a psychologists to understand the non medicine treatment plan that is suitable to your conditions.
Next Steps
Consult a psychologists directly or online. Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo app for further evaluation and recommendation.