I am not able to take control of my thoughts and emotions. I know something isn't right or shouldn't be done, but i am still doing the same. This is leading me to come back to the same place i started. I am tending to forget things like my card's pin, or ami thinking opening my cupboard why i opened it for? Terribly unmindful. The thoughts i am trying to suppress, come hitting me suddenly and I feel some sort of burning sensation in my chest. Also some abnormal pains here and there. I am on two medications and I know it will take some time. But I just cant be in this condition anymore.